I a 17 yr female have always weighed 121 pounds, I’m quite tall being 5’9 but I have broad shoulders and hips which have always given the illusion of me being much bigger than I actually am. I am the only girl in my family who is curvaceous but unlike the rest of the women in my family I have 0 boobs. I’m fine with it and normally I do like my body until this year. I’ve been going through a lot, my dad and i reconnected after 4 years of not seeing him but he’s drinking a lot and has become an alcoholic. My mom is always super busy working and when she’s not she’s just talking to her estranged husband or obsessing over my older sister. So in February of this year my mom and i were talking and she looked at me in utter disgust and said “Oh dear god you’ve gained so much weight” Honestly speaking when she made that remark I did not gain that much weight but after that it got really bad. My mom made me start training in the gym but the trainer she got me made me really large and bulky. By the time it was June (my birthday) I was 147 pounds. Every person I saw would tell me “you’ve gained so much weight” I have always had a lot of insecurities about my body due to the fact I’m naturally bigger than everyone else around me. Now in September I’m 132 pounds after quitting training with my gym trainer and taking my weight loss in my own hands. I’m going to uni now and I’m so scared because I haven’t been leaving my house this whole year because I hate my body so much it makes me physically sick. How do i lose the remaining 5kgs in a healthy and fast way. I feel so stuck in this limbo of being fat and also not fat at all. I do not know what to do and each time I feel better about myself someone says something that makes me disregard my progress completely.
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