I've been losing weight since begining of May and I lost 33lbs, and now I'm 174lbs 5'7.
My bf is 5'8 and 143lbs.
The idea of weighing at least like him drives me absolutely crazy. This is my first goal and my second goal is to weigh less than him.
Mind you, I understand that I'm completely mad at this point, because whenever I look in the mirror I am not happy, because the only thing for me that matters is that I still don't have same weight as him.
I never take pics with him because I look fat, obese, like his mom, it's the worst feeling I swear.
The problem is, I once was 152lbs and I looked kinda good already, and already almost didn't have any uhh breasts (which I don't like), and I could see my ribs sometimes too much. But the idea of weighing less than him is eating me alive and I don't know what to do.
I want to have this feminine feeling,.i want to be carried, i want to feel fragile.
My therapist told me that i just have to find another one.
Maybe someone had similar issues and knows how to solve this in my head..
[link] [comments]
from loseit - Lose the Fat https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/1n19gx7/im_hyper_fixated_on_reaching_less_body_weight/
Comments
Post a Comment