I need to change. Now.

I am on the verge of becoming obese. I am at the heaviest I’ve ever been. Last year, I was thriving, at a healthy weight and feeling happy in my body. I wore whatever I wanted and I lived my life. But after being sexually assaulted by a male friend, I began binge eating, I gained weight and felt no desire to truly lose it because I began to fear sexual attention from others. I stopped wearing what I loved and covered myself up.

But now my health is at risk. I plan to go on vacation in April next year and I want to look and feel my best. Today is day 1. I do not want to look back ever again. I don’t want to become obese. I hardly recognise myself. I am going to find myself again.

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