TW: weight issues
I’m (22F) back at my hometown after graduating college and I weighed myself for the first time in over a year. I’m now the heaviest I’ve ever been and I hit triple digits for the first time. I’m now 100kgs at 166cm. I was diagnosed with PCOS last year and have struggled with weight gain. I’ve gained 25kgs since 2020.
I feel so ashamed that I let it get this bad. My mom was beside me when I stepped on the weighing scale, and I felt her disappointment. She sent me to the gym at 11 years old because I weighed 72 kgs then, it worked for a while but I gained all that weight back and then lost some again towards the end of high school. I’m not sure if it matters but I had a semi-traumatic/problematic childhood and kind of have a complicated relationship with her.
I guess I just need some form of realtalk or encouragement right now as I’m feeling an overwhelming amount of shame.
I’m scheduled to fly to visit my grandparents next week where I’ll be staying for a month but I’m dreading facing my relatives knowing full well they’ll be teasing me about my weight.
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