I (f18) have lost 30 lbs so far in my journey. I have posted a couple of times here and this subreddit has really helped more than any of you guys can imagine.
Right now I’m trying to maintain. I am happy with the way I’m looking. This weekend is tough. I knew it would be tough but now that it’s here I’m struggling. Yesterday, (not according to plan) my dad came home early and whenever he comes my family and I eat a ton one day of the week. I usually try to enjoy the days he comes.
Yesterday we had nothing to eat so we ordered a lot of food. I said f it and I indulged, which is fine. We got my favorite food (Arabic Mandi) which if you aren’t aware is usually served it large portions (at least that’s the norm I grew up with the ppl around me and obviously my family). Today my family had to go to two dinners at my aunt’s houses, I tried not eating tooo much, but I definitely did enjoy myself. After we came home I tried not eating anything since I was full but I ending up eating some of the leftover Mandi from yesterday.
Tomorrow we are going to get another family dinner, then the movies and then it’s New Year’s midnight. We are going to have cake (since it’s my sisters bday). On New Year’s Day we are going to probably order more food. And then finally, on Tuesday, my mom is going to cook a lot of my favorite food to have a small dinner at our house since my dad will be leaving.
I know I should have some fun, which I am but I don’t want to gain too much weight. I feel like shit. The worst part of this is often times, even when I am full, I feel like eating more (especially on junk filled days). I did try eating in smaller portions which I think I did kind of succeed in but then I came home and ate a little more rice. I don’t want to gain too much weight back. All of my family also keeps talking about how I have gotten really skinny, which has put pressure on me to really not go back to my old habits and regain the weight. I am finally happy with my body and don’t want to lose this.
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