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over the holidays I crashed the wagon.

I lost 30 lbs over all and over the holidays I gained back 20. Yup, 20! I want to not believe it, but it’s real. I wanted to tell someone who will understand how bad this sucks. I did it to myself but I didn’t think I could gain that much that quickly. That’s eye opening. What sucks worst is I need to be down that 20 more pounds for a surgery I’m supposed to have (back thing) and I want to be ready for that surgery by April. Ugh anyway, I’m just frustrated with the choices I made and not realizing how quickly they’d add up. It wasn’t even that crazy.

So here’s to restarting (or continuing or a giant hiccup that I will hold my breath and then reset after). I’m finding it harder to get going this time than before. I moved the goalpost on myself, and that sucks.

Sorry for the rant. I just wanted to say it somewhere that people would understand. I don’t want to be the whinny poster, so if you read this, thanks! And know I am addressing it, it just feels harder right now.

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