new to this subreddit, definitely not new to trying to lose weight however. i’m a 19-year-old female and i’ve been overweight or “bigger” since childhood. the heaviest i used to weigh was 150 lbs back in 6th grade. to clarify, i was 5’2 then and i’ve stayed that height throughout adolescence. i started doing track in middle school and got to around 140. unfortunately at 15 i developed an restrictive ED and lost another 10 lbs. it was the thinnest i ever looked, yet i still was bigger. i started eating a bit more after meeting my now boyfriend and i’ve ballooned to a whopping 170 lbs. it hurts to not recognize myself, and it all happened so suddenly i honestly don’t even know how i managed to gain so much so fast. i’ve been trying to exercise and manage my eating for a couple months now, trying to avoid falling back into old eating habits (which honestly is very difficult i won’t lie). it’s just so discouraging because it feels like nothing has changed. i still weigh the same and i don’t know what i’m doing wrong. i feel like i’m a failure, i just want to be happy in my skin for once in my life. i want to recognize myself in the mirror for once.
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