I (F30) lost 100 pounds and then I gained it back. The story no one wants to hear

CW:280 HW:303 LowestW:180

Height: 5’11 (F30)

It was amazing, it was everything I had dreamed it would be. I had been fat my whole life and then I did it! I fucking did it!! I felt a way I had never felt before. My body hurt less, my mind hurt less. People treated me a way they never had before. For the the first time in my life I wasn’t a fat girl, I was just a normal person.

But it wasn’t “real”, it wasn’t sustainable. It wasn’t ME. I lost the weight on Keto. I am not bashing keto! Not at all. Keto showed me I had willpower, energy, consistency and control. Keto is amazing. But eventually and it is hard to say, it blew up in my face. I guess I blew it up in my face.

So here I am, back at 280lbs. I’m trying again and I’ve made some progress but as we all know progress unfortunately slips away easily. I don’t have anything profound to say, I’m still learning. This is an uphill battle but I will never stop fighting to be the best me I can be and that feels good. I’m thankful to have this community.

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