Hey there! There's probably gonna be a lot of this for the new year but I figured I will throw my own accountability thread here.
Long story short I started at 74.8 kg about a week and a half ago, aim to get to 55 kg. For americans that's a starting weight of about 165 and goal of 121. I'm 163, again, for americans that's 5'4.
To be honest this has been a long time coming. I was, pretty thin a few years ago, in 2019, like, dayum kinda hot. I was 57 kg back then. I wasn't always that thin, I somehow lost about 7 kg overnight just from stopping to drink sodas and snacks, and drinking lots of water. I did gain a little bit of weight back by 2020, I was at about 61 kg, nothing extreme. But everything went downhill for me during the pandemic. Gained a lot of weight. I tried to loose it, about 2 years ago, went to a nutritionist, felt good about it for a but the restrictive diet wasn't for me. Food is, to be honest, a pick me up most of the time for me. So to not eat things I loved...it just made me sad. So I went right back into the thick of it.
This last six months it just hit rock bottom for me. I started college, (at 24), and for some reason almost everyone in my degree is very thin and hot. I started stress eating more. People treated me like wet garbage. I had one friend, who I bonded with over not being the hottest tamale per say. We are about similar weights so it feel good to have someone who understood me, plus we had a lot of similar interests.
About 2 months ago she just cold turkey dropped me and and started hanging out with people that previously treated her badly. I survived, not the first time I've been friendless and sad.
But for some reason that last thing just kicked it in for me. Like, I'm MAD. Mad that everyone around me is in such good shape and treats me like ass. So just, out of nowhere, during vacations, i started to work out.
Really intense workouts, which have never hit it for me. Like, boy I hate even sweating. Seriously detest it. For some reason I miraculously found a workout plan that just...fits in with me. I'm having fun???? It helps me regulate my hunger? Like, it's been the holidays and I still ate pretty good (lasagna, we made a lot, it lasted a week straight, I love it so much) but breakfast and dinner have been much more chill?? Instead of 4 quesadillas I only eat 1??? I was sure I didn't loose anything, because u know, lasagna, but I weighted myself yesterday and I've lost 1.1 kg already??? In like, a week and maybe 2 days? (2.4 in American)
I'm so motivated.
That being said, once college starts again in 3 weeks...I'm scared. What if I don't have time to workout and fall off the wagon again? What if I start stress eating again???? I wanna do things right this time.
Super long post, I'm sorry. Just, hope things work out this time. I wish you all who are trying to better yourselves rn a lot of luck and good results.
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