I am 39M 6'2" but currently weigh around 315 pounds which is a BMI of 40.4,crossing over into morbidly obese.
I wasn't always this massive:I was rail thin when I was younger,like in my 20s my BMI was probably around 17 and everyone knew me as a beanpole...but around my early 30s I started getting depressed so my weight more than doubled from binge eating to cope.
At this size,MORBIDLY OBESE,it practically makes you physically incapable of doing anything. I essentially am a pile of sludge with limbs now.
Life at 300+ pounds:
-can't have a job or be financially independent at this weight
-life consists of sitting around in house and doing nothing all day and being homebound
-only leave house to get to the nearby grocery store to buy more food
-can't do anything beyond sitting around and watching TV while eating myself to death
I just wanna be normal again,I wanna go outside and live like everybody else,I feel disgusting because of how fat I am and really want to be skinny again. I look out my window every day and feel like crying when I see other people walking around and living without any worries because I know how much time it will take for me to do that,but until that day I'm just a pile of flesh stuck to the couch that can't do anything on its own.
Every day I can barely even get up and walk I even shower much less than I did before I can't do anything for myself ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ðŸ˜ I wanna get approved for bariatric surgery at some point to get out of this self made hell but feel I might be too far gone at this point to even have a remotely functional existence at this point. I want to have hope but I'm unsure if it could even realistically exist when I've already exceeded BMI 40.
Had to vent a bit sorry. Any advice would be appreciated thank you.
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