Finally coming to grips with how fat i am.

I can't hide it or beat around the bush anymore. I'm way too big.

I use to compare myself to people bigger than me, or with looser skin than me and go, hey, atleast i'm nowhere near THAT big. But i am. I really am. I had this preconception that i could diet for a couple months and strength train and come out looking like an adonis. It's not happening. I won't be able to shed the 60 plus eXtra pounds on me in a couple months.

And it's hard. I get hungry so easily, and it's so easy to relapse. I'm gonna have to keep this up for more than a year? without any visual changes? But i'm done hiding behind camera angles and tilting myself in the mirror. Done looking for validation about my weight from my friends. I'm gonna have to put in serious work to get this stuff off. Only god knows how i'll stick to it. But i have to. I have too many short lived attempts for me to let this happen again.

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