So. Gained a ton of weight after I had kids. Had a gastric bypass, followed all the rules, only lost 40 pounds. Skip to 5 years later, and so it begins. I wouldn’t even dream of saying this as it is stupid but I think my body just hates me. 2 years ago, it seems like my bypass started working. I went back to baby size servings for lunch and dinner. Barely kept them down. Drink 6, 20 ounce waters daily. Started skipping lunch because it made me nauseous. Then I started coughing a variation between dry or mucousy. Okay, so this has been going on for two years with the cough and my appetite has only gotten worse. To just put a cherry on top, I decided to start working out holding and my back felt as if it folded under the massive weight I had yet to lose a pound of and my sciatica came back full force. Still cough two years later AND in the last 4 months since testing I’m down to one meal a day, usually raw vegetables or extremely small portions of what the rest of the family is eating. Now. I know I’m sedentary mostly but WTF?!!?! I’m starving against my will! Still coughing and still a giant fat lard. At this point I’ve already been tested and xrayed and other than my normal issues I’ve pretty much had all of my life (thyroid, allergies, asthma and anemic) my physical body other than being massive is perfectly healthy. Cholesterol great, low BP, thyroid functioning a little low but within range. All the other test fell within average range. Nothing happened. Went back late July this year just mad. The lack of nutrition due to lack of food because I always get nauseous when I try to eat is now causing a small patch of hair to fall out. My hair is thin and dry like straw. Allergies are horrible and yes, still coughing. Guess what? Still the SAME EXACT WEIGHT TO THE OUNCE AS TWO YEARS AGO. My doctors have no idea what’s going on so I’m going to basically have to be tested for everything on earth and they want a consult with the doctor that performed my gastric bypass. Meanwhile I’m doubling up on vitamins, taking medicine as I’m supposed to. Just don’t eat! I’m 43 years old, physically great shape other than what I listed and I can’t lose an ounce. Now I know I’ve got many appointments ahead of me, but has anyone ever heard of this absolute idiocy? I weigh 327 pounds and have for many years. Anyone seen something like this or experience anything like this? I just have ended hating my body more and more and had to vent. Thank you for reading if you did.
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