Hello, apologies if there is anything wrong with the way the post is formatted -- I'm not very used to posting and this account is a throwaway.
However, as the title states, I am 14 and 248lbs. To get everything out of the way, yes, I am disgusted with myself. More recently, it's gotten to the point where I can barely look at myself in the mirror, much less through photos. I am tired of looking this way, and I've tried to lose weight with no long term success before.
I will admit, failing is out of my own actions. I've realized that I can lose weight in a fairly quick manner, perhaps due to the mass I am at. But, due to my own mentality I give up with no motivation. I have no discipline, but I am attempting to.
I've tried joining sports, but with little time before I decide leaving. I can lose it, I know I can, but I don't know how to push myself to exercise consistently. So as of now, I lie an insecure waste of oxygen that's giving up after every couple weeks.
But today, I have gone to the gym. I am on winter break, and decided to lift myself up. So, backtracking to the previous mention of not knowing how to push myself to exercise consistently, I have decided to post on Reddit. I want to feel shame if I feel like I'm going to give up, but also would like to share my journey as of now. I don't want to end up reaching the 300s later in life, much less now. I want to enjoy a day where I can run without feeling like I'm going to pass out.
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from loseit - Lose the Fat https://www.reddit.com/r/loseit/comments/18thpw0/im_14_years_old_and_248lbs/
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