I was doing amazing, I turned 30 last February and was tired of being fat, single and poor, I lost 50 pounds in 7 months and I'm in the best shape of my life, then winter came, I couldn't do my calisthenics routine at the park cuz it's cold and dark, and then I was attacked by the greatest sad I've ever felt. I feel like this was all a waste of time, and a skinnier loser is still a loser, what's the point of finally looking cute if I can't afford an apartment? I got a gym membership just for the winter, but my motivation is gone, I only have 25 pounds to lose but I can't do anything but scramble for a better job because that's all my brain is screaming at me; 20 an hour doesn't cut it here.
I haven't gained anything since I'm not really eating, could all this be because I lost weight? Is my brain grieving my big belly?
It's just so overwhelming, I want to keep going, but I feel like even if I make it, I'm too old to turn it all around.
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