Started working full-time and stopped ordering delivery… have gained 20 lbs.

I went from ordering fast food, pizza everyday and guzzling soda maintaining my weight to getting a job last month grabbing a digorno everyday (+soda still.) I’ve gained 20 Lbs in a month from HALF of a DIGORNO Everyday and soda 😭

TWENTY LBS 😭😭😭😭 . I’m so stressed out, tired, I feel broke even when I get paid. I don’t want to make anything else but seriously feel like I was better off just getting little Ceasers everyday or something even thought it broke my bank being carless 😭. I feel so defeated. It’s so hard to even relax and I checked that scale it made my draw drop in shock and pity. I feel so sad.

I can’t believe this is happening to me. One thing after another.

(Just last month I was down to 205, after months of maintaining that weight now I’m 225 again, I haven’t been over 210-215 since last year and I feel like I am just a failure. I’m struggling so bad to even sleep right I’m too depressed to shower, brush my teeth I cry every day. I have enough energy to get up for work but that’s it for the most part, otherwise it’s here and there my other e every. I feel disappointed in myself because wtf

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