23lbs to go but it feels like it takes forever

I still have to lose 23 more pounds, and I feels like forever. I’m very exhausted. I even had a 4000kcal binge yesterday.

I don’t remember why I began losing weight, but seeing the scale go down is really addictive. I feel like I’m good at this when I feel like I’m good at nothing.

People around me compliment my success, but I feel like a imposter. I still have a big belly. My body fat percentage is now 18%. But the belly is still there. I’m now 88lbs lighter than before, but 105lbs is still a long way to go. Then when I get there, there comes the hardest part, to maintain it.

I’m terrified of gaining weight everyday, I have heard countless stories of yo-yo diets and relapses. I already donated all my XL clothes, I’m now wearing S or XS. I can’t afford to gain weight.

When is this ever going to end? :(

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