So, I'm F26 5'2 and 165lbs. At the beginning of the August I was a very "THICC" 185. I was the kind of thicc that you couldnt tell what my actual weight was, and when I told people I always got the "oh wow! You dont look it at all!" Apart of me took it as a compliment and became complacent with my weight, another part of me just hated the way I looked. I'm a very proud mom of 4 kids, and as much as I hated my pregnancies because of the unconditional weight gain I got four of the best things in my life. I've always had an unhealthy relationship with my weight. When I was in highschool I was 130lbs and thought I was fat then. It didnt help that my mom was an "exotic dancer" and was 100lbs soaking wet and would pick on me about my eating habits and weight. My husband who, god I love him and am EXTREMELY proud of him went from 300+ to about 190lbs now in the 10 years we've been together, isn't exactly the most supportive of my attempts to loose weight. I get his frustration with how I'm always beating myself down about my weight and eating habits, but I wish he didnt always comment about how he likes me now vs. then or push me to eat junk food when he knows how much I struggle. I've started doing yoga and attempting to watch what I eat. I feel better, but apart of me always feels defeated. Sorry for the long post. I havent been able to express this to someone in my real life "
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