SV/NSV: I am under 400lbs for the first time in 4 years and have been sober longer than anytime in the last 10
I've struggled for years with binge-eating and drinking problems. The drinking started to help me sleep and eating just naturally went along with it. As I got bigger, so did my appetite.
Earlier this year, I was introduced to the wonderful world of medical marijuana for unrelated issues which has had a huge impact on my life (Before anyone jumps down my throat, If you have a problem with marijuana, please educate yourself).
Prior to this, I'd drink half a 750 ml bottle of vodka most nights to fall asleep. Since I've started medical marijuana around 4 months ago, I've had a total of 2 beers (which I couldn't even finish) and no other alcohol. I don't crave alcohol or the feelings it gave me anymore. I don't crave marijuana either. I'm even starting to crave large quantities of food less. I'm still struggling with overeating but I've made a lot of progress so far.
I've lost about 45 pounds this year which is the most I've ever lost. More than that, I'm starting to gain some clarity I haven't had in a long time. The world seems a lot brighter now. I'm in a much better place mentally and I'm looking forward to making more progress in the days, weeks, months, and years ahead.
Thank you to every here and at /r/SuperMorbidlyObese for all the support. I don't post much but there are so many people with somewhat similar struggles, I don't feel as alone as I use to.
To anyone else struggling, Keep your head up.
You can do this
Edit: Apparently it's my cake day too! It's like the planets are aligning. Also, if this isn't enough to stay as a stand alone post, I understand... I just had to tell someone
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